Well, I’ve pushed the ball rolling again. Always late to the party, and after a lot of soul searching without the aid of alcoholic beverages, I will be taking the LSAT test in June.

I’ve been scratching my head for the past 6 months or so trying to come up with some idea of what I wanted to do after (finally) getting my degree (at a non-trad age). My love of economics and thoughts of a PhD from GMU have given way to the reality that my chances of attaining such a degree from my current academic position would require returning to school for several semesters of math (and nothing but math) to meet the minimum requirements for the program. This is not to say that I could not try my hand. Yet the reality is often far different than unrealized idealism. Even to enter a Master’s program, I’m not quite convinced of my math abilities.

I took some time to reflect over many of the great things I have learned from around the web, and most particularly Cafe Hayek - a site I have read daily for a couple of years now. I believe Don or Russ once noted that lovers of liberty and economics need not believe that a PhD in econ was the best way to push libertarian ideals forward. From memory, the professor had said something to the effect of the world needing libertarians throughout academia and the working world in general including lawyers and business people.

I could turn my passion for business into an MBA and push the envelope as an organizational leader. But I’m stymied on this choice as well. There are very few organizations open to the type of mindset that I’m drawn to and very few businesses with a penchant for risk of breaking the mold.  What I need is PayPal day one, not PayPal year 5. The basic life-cycle of a business is start, grow, plateau. The reality here is that I have an entrepreneurial style that would be best served navigating the more troubling waters in the beginning - only to jump overboard or take more risks than most would deem wise. If anything I have learned in the past couple of years, I’m no longer afraid of failure.

To a degree, while the stock market drives many decisions on increasing growth and profits, the life of a business turns to become more risk-averse and succumbs to the greater failing of total-quality-management. I can hear TQM apostles grinding their teeth already. TQM’s greatest failing is that it seeks to refine processes to the point that the room for new ideas slowly erodes to the point where you may be firing on all cylinders but you forget to look on how you add more cylinders or you eliminate possibilities simply for the fact that they do not fit the mold you’ve created.

I did turn an eye on myself. To be honest, I’m not happy doing what I’m doing any longer. I do love technology and I do like my employer and credit them for pushing me to better myself. But now that I finished school, I look at my forward momentum and the long-term possibilities within my organization and see many limitations I am not comfortable with. At first I started to look outside of my current company only to come to the realization that the vibrant technology job market is not where I want to be. Currently, I can look forward to a few more years of stepping up one or two places and eventually assume a management position where I will be for a few more years and hopefully progress from there. But there will always be a bit of internal conflict over such a decision if I choose to continue on my current path. Middle management is not the place I envision myself in; I tend to look at rules in the subjective sense rather than the objective and I’m not afraid to break the rules if I deem it necessary.  This isn’t to say I’ll do something illegal - on the contrary, I  speak of the bureaucratic quagmire that is corporate culture. If you tell me I can’t do it or I have to do it one way, I’ll probably do it a different way if it serves me better to do so.

Ever since I fell into political, social and economic awareness a few years ago, I’ve found my interests drawn less on technology. I was far more interested to know that my employer opened up a lobbying effort in Washington. I found that I was far more impassioned and vocal about Net Neutrality (and my distaste for it) from a social and economic standpoint. I often find that I have no voice in the larger society that I’ve contracted with; no platform on which to marry my work to my intellectual passions. And that is where I turned a skeptical eye at the law.

I say “skeptical” as I am painfully aware of the mundane reality of the legal profession. I’m skeptical of idealism in general in any area where a perceived soap box is given. I have no political ambitions, but I do have a vested interest in promoting the ideals of libertarianism to the greatest extent of my physical and mental ability. I do believe that the legal realm is a key profession in the shaping of the society in which we live. There is a greater probability that I will become just another lawyer; I, for once, will be making strides towards a profession that I choose rather than one that I have grown into out of necessity.

So after all this time, I’ve returned to seeking the profession I wanted to join when I was in 4th or 5th grade and running around with a Harvard sweatshirt on. I finally listen to what my mom and dad told me I should do 15 years ago. I can finally put all those afternoons of watching Perry Mason (b&w episodes) to use.

So I sit for the LSAT in June at UNO. I’ve already started studying various books and taking test questions until my eyeballs are crooked. I have a lot of worked yet to do. I am aiming for the top 5-25 schools meaning I’m going to have to come out with a whopper of a score. My GPA is still being matriculated by LSAC but I have a feeling it will be a bit lower when my first years in school are added in. This makes the LSAT even more important.

The only other positive attribute I will have is that I will be a “non trad” and on the upper end of the age curve. If all goes according to plan - I will be leaving law school as I’m nearing my mid-thirties. If anything, I feel this is more of a benefit. While it does shorten my career, I have a lot of experience many of my younger counterparts will not have.

But to get there… I guess I should get to studying.

clipped from www.breitbart.com Justice Dept Approves XM-Sirius Deal WASHINGTON (AP) - The Justice Department approved Sirius Satellite Radio’s $5 billion buyout of rival XM Satellite Radio on Monday, saying the deal was unlikely to hurt competition or consumers. The Justice Department, in a lengthy news release explaining its decision, said the two companies compete not just with each other but also with other forms of radio and entertainment. “The likely evolution of technology in the future, including the expected introduction in the next several years of mobile broadband Internet devices, made it even more unlikely that the transaction would harm consumers in the longer term,” the Justice Department said. “Accordingly, the division has closed its investigation of the proposed merger.”

In a free land, you do not need the permission of the government in order to conduct private business.

clipped from www.wowt.com NCAA Tournament Brings Out The Scalpers Their boldness was contagious. “I’m with the media,” said Justin. “We are doing an undercover story on scalping. Why are you scalping right here?” “Because you called me.” “I know, but you realize you’re breaking the law?” “No I didn’t.” Now he does, but this fish wasn’t happy. “What I do know is that you told me to come down here.” “Yeah, it’s not illegal for me to ask, but it is illegal for you to offer, but anyway thanks for coming down.”

I hate Omaha. I hate our local news. It’s about the most worthless things I can think of next to having nipples on a man. Here’s a classic example of our media having nothing better to do than sit around trying to “bust” so-called “scalpers”.

The irony is that the tickets are sold out. If you want to buy them, the scalper has them and you are going to pay the price for them. I really don’t give a shit if they are paying more than face value. If your dumb ass can’t get in line like everyone else, there is no reason you should expect someone to do it for you without paying for it.

But hey, it’s Omaha, worthless news for a bunch of complacent bitchy people with nothing better to do than chase down someone who was smarter than you or just a bit luckier at getting some tickets.

I hate this fucking city.